with-love-oorah asked: hey girl, just go running every night, even if its just 15 minutes. make it your goal. i gained 25 pounds since january and now i'm fighting them back off. good luck and let me know if you need any good work outs (: btw you have the same last name as my boyfriend<3
Lol im changing it to my grandmothers last name, Jones is just to commen and Wendlowsky isnt lol. Also Good luck!
I took it off from youtube as the people who put me through hell for 4 years where trying to find it. So I thought I would reupload it here on Tumblr where people actually might understand what it’s like.
This is not a cry for attention or reblogs. Just my story.
If you can’t read my hand writing I will sum it up vaugly. Though I suggest to still watch the video.
I was bullied for 4 years to the point of clinical depression and anxiety. I also have Bi-polar disorder.
I only had one friend I met online on a game when I was like 7. Turns out he lived 10 minutes up the road. so We became bestfriends. He is the one who stopped me from killing myself twice from the bullying. Then 7months before I made the video. Cancer got the best of him. He was supposed to make it to 19. He made it to 16. I was ripped apart. I was dead. I had nobody. People began to slag him. I lost it. I began to cut daily. I went onto two anti depressants. I was about to give up and try hang myself again. Then I met my current girlfriend. One week of talking to her and I realised people go through the same shit as I did. I wasn’t alone. We got close. I was happy again. For the first time in 4 years. I could truly say I was happy. She stopped me from killing myself. I’m now with her 2 months. I love her more than anything. I can say I am now closer with her and love her more then my best friend. The message I am trying to get across is no matter what you’re going through. There is always somebody. Who understands. SOMEBODY. Who cares. There is always someone. Whether you have met them or not is another story. so never give up. As one day. You will be so happy.
So today i was on the bus, and i hear three older midschool boys picking on at little 6 grade girl. Calling her ugly, and all kinds of name. And ive heard these boys doing the last five days that ive been riding this bus, so i was sick of it. I turned around and told the boy yo shut up and stop messing with her. I told him bullying wasn’t funny and didnt make him cool. I turned around and two of the boys stop talking but the third on keep running his mouth and said ” she’s just a high school bitch.” Wtf? Im sorry but this kid look like he might also be in 6 grade and youre calling me a bitch for standing up to you because youre bullying a little girl? Im pretty sure your parents are so proud of you. Smmfh.. worse part was the girl told me they do it everyday and she goes home crying. I asked if she ever told the school, and she said she has but they dont do anything! Her mother has also called the school? Im sorry but i thought defiance schools were all high and mighty about bullying? But when it happens they dont do shit.?! Thats bs. I thinks it time for the schoold to step up and start doing something. NO ONE should have the right to bully because of how much money they have or what sport they play.
Just went for a run and did a fast workout..I know it’s not much, but I did it!!
current weight: 150
Goal Weight: 130
zodiac sign: Cancer
Okay so I’m a picky eater but I really wanna change my life around and get fit and eat right. SO if anyone knows some good recipes or has any advice on getting fit please don’t be shy. I could use all the help I can get.